Perhaps, the blame should be casted on me. I did not prevent it from happening even if I had the capability to. I stayed on the sideline as always and chose to ignore my instinct instead of acting on it. I trusted time to bury it, without minding how volatile the situation was. I chose to follow, not lead. I chose to nod even when I had doubts.
It was a stupid move, in a nutshell.
I wont let that ruin my holidays. I wont let that define me. I slayed a freaking dragon, the rest are just pests and its about time for some pest control.