The Great Gatsby

"He had come such a long way and his dreams must have seem so close that he could hardly fail to grasp it but he did not know that it was already behind him. Gatsby believed in the green light, the orgastic future that year by year recedes before us. It eluded us then, but that's no matter—to-morrow we will run faster, stretch out our arms farther. . . . And one fine morning——

So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.” 

 Truth be told, i wasn't expecting much from this movie. I knew it was going to sell well,  I mean Leo? Tobey? Carrey?  Isla? Long Island? extravagant production and a matching classic book to match. Not to mention CALLAN MCAULIFFE was there in like ten freaking minutes. I just didnt expect it to appeal to me to the extent of making me want to purchase a paper back copy at the spur of the moment. This movie shall scar my soul for it crafted without any effort a commotion in my own boundless universe because honestly, that is all I have , through that motion my infinity stretches. 

 Nick Carraway, a Yale graduate moves next door to a mysteriously filthy rich Jay Gatsby in Long Island. Deep down Nick always had the intuition that he was being watched by the billionaire until one night he received an invitation into one of the profligate parties his neighbor holds.  Before he knew it , he had become the keeper of secrets of the inhabitants of Long Island.

I really hated Daisy in here for leaving everything that she smashes and being easily influenced by her philandering husband. As for Gatsby, despite being a bootlegger, i could say i really pitied the way his life tragically ended. He waited for daisy for five years, he reached out for that green light every night. He built his right across hers, if you don't consider that quixotic i don't know what it is.  Nick Carraway pushed me in this ditch when he looked out from that flat's window in New York, when he became enchanted with the inexhaustible variety of life. 

“He smiled understandingly-much more than understandingly. It was one of those rare smiles with a quality of eternal reassurance in it, that you may come across four or five times in life. It faced--or seemed to face--the whole eternal world for an instant, and then concentrated on you with an irresistible prejudice in your favor. It understood you just as far as you wanted to be understood, believed in you as you would like to believe in yourself, and assured you that it had precisely the impression of you that, at your best, you hoped to convey.” 

― F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby 

Confessions of a fangirl

Have you tried screaming out your lungs till your pharynx hurt? Have you stalked anyone and not realize that it's cut for stalking till someone tells you? Have you ever felt this unexplained teeming bliss when they notice your traces that you obviously planted ? 

The thing is...............................

YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS. 

It's quite a common disorder that mainly affects girls aged 13-19. The manifestations include : hallucination, delusions, day dreaming, nocturnal emissions (wet dreams), fixation and uncontrolled crazy shit behavior. The exact origin is not yet clearly established however some theories state that it is highly linked to exploding ovaries and red bottoms.  The management would be a flesh to flesh encounter with your object of fangirling. Some require numerous snapshots, videos, (very) tight hugs and stolen kisses ( and more if possible). However, the said management may not be effective to every fan girl. An eclectic approach is highly recommended due to diverse causative agents ( fangirling object ) who have distinct level of hormones and hotness. Encounters even have the tendency to worsen the condition for it can lead to certain psychosis like schizophrenia and what not. 

Another thing is...........

IT'S NOT REALLY ALL THAT BAD

Sure you probably made an ass of yourself but hey, you can't argue with hormones. It's nature's way of telling you that, although life has abandoned you. Reasons still remain to keep you standing still. So fangirls let us spazz until we ran out of spazz worthy entities.  

CAllan Ryan Claude Mcauliffe : Neurotic Aussie

This Neurotic Aussie thinks that a guy asking a girl out is sexist. He stated that a girl should ask a guy out!  That’s one thing I wont be able to practice even if hypothetically I have already won the battle against myself, so I guess Maria Clara and I really live in the same era. In the hundreds of chic flick I have already memorized, a female specie somehow surfaced, showed superiority. I want to be that person or maybe I already am since "I don’t think the person I am outside is the person I am inside" (I wish I could remember who quoted this). It all boils down to my inferiority, I loathe this gloomy word. I just feel so stupid. I'm am near my adult years yet i'm still stuck with a teenage dilemma. 

http://miawitch.blogspot.com/2011/09/callan-ryan-claude-mcauliffe-my.html

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Flipped.

When I first watched Flipped, I flipped. This was out last year but this film made "its better to be late than never" a sensible quotation, spectacularly sensible that is..
 I want to see how dazzling Bryce Lowski's  eyes really are. I mean Julie got her head spinning when she sees them, they seem to drown hatred and cause you to become ballistic. Bryce's character is kind of bi-polar, he could be a jerk but then he becomes caring but paired with cowardliness. 
 Julie Baker , is way deeper than a stalking neighbor, "Held above the earth, brushed by the wind ? Who in Junior High talks like that?" . Listening to her mind-talk wanted me to see the world in her eyes, to seek substance rather than whats superficial. 
Chet's character was like the bridge to everything. 

The thing about this movie is that its like a journal, it talks, not you, it just does and what every character feels reflects in your mind and in your heart. 
Callan was Alex's friend in "I AM Number Four" , I didn't see Bryce Loski there. I dont see Alex' hotness but Callan's nerdiness

I have evolved to a stalker, i was reading his bio and clicking on his vids. When I found he's sixteen, I was like oh no!! two years younger!!! YOUNGER, that'll make me a cougar... He's Australian, he seemed funny in his interviews and mature enough to be considered more than just a 16- old guy with a really compelling accent.
Oh My.... Its been two weeks and Im still Flipped. How do I get over this crazy obsession on this Aussie actor. I wish they teach that one on school or warn you just before the movie starts up that you may not be the same again. I have just read a novel "Parker Grey Show" by Kristen Buckley and I feel how Parker feels for M. The whole " I have watched your face too long and I think I love him crap ( not the offensive type), and I thought If I loved him which I dont because he's superficial ( on screen), everybody does too. 
But he has SUBSTANCE!!! How could a guy like that exist and worse he is freaking sweet sixteen. Why weren't you born @ least 2 years earlier? I just started my years of growth and development in the external environment of my mom when you were just a product a fertilized ovum in the ampulla portion of the Fallopian tube. God must have a reason for this, as he has on everything. 

This week was midterms but that didn't stop me from abusing the movie maker. Its my first, inspired by Flipped, do I even have to say that?