Confessions of a fangirl

Have you tried screaming out your lungs till your pharynx hurt? Have you stalked anyone and not realize that it's cut for stalking till someone tells you? Have you ever felt this unexplained teeming bliss when they notice your traces that you obviously planted ? 

The thing is...............................

YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS. 

It's quite a common disorder that mainly affects girls aged 13-19. The manifestations include : hallucination, delusions, day dreaming, nocturnal emissions (wet dreams), fixation and uncontrolled crazy shit behavior. The exact origin is not yet clearly established however some theories state that it is highly linked to exploding ovaries and red bottoms.  The management would be a flesh to flesh encounter with your object of fangirling. Some require numerous snapshots, videos, (very) tight hugs and stolen kisses ( and more if possible). However, the said management may not be effective to every fan girl. An eclectic approach is highly recommended due to diverse causative agents ( fangirling object ) who have distinct level of hormones and hotness. Encounters even have the tendency to worsen the condition for it can lead to certain psychosis like schizophrenia and what not. 

Another thing is...........

IT'S NOT REALLY ALL THAT BAD

Sure you probably made an ass of yourself but hey, you can't argue with hormones. It's nature's way of telling you that, although life has abandoned you. Reasons still remain to keep you standing still. So fangirls let us spazz until we ran out of spazz worthy entities.  

PATCH CIPRIANO.

While my classmates fall for campus guys, while my aunts complain about their husbands, while fans fawn over actors I lust for HIM : 

PATCH CIPRIANO.

Well that's no old news, I'm more in touch with fantasy than in reality. We all have our image of Patch in our heads but the world sees him as Drew Doyon. Honestly, he's not the Patch I pictured in my head, but close enough. Remember my first post about HUsh Hush saying that I'd read the next three books in hard copy. I slipped, I have read Crescendo before classes resumed and I'm nearly loosing my control to read Silence. December seems too far away, a mate of mine agreed that we'd have another book hunting next month. So Patch and Nora will have to wait till Christmas. He's the definition of danger , but what did LiL say in Parker Gray show? you need to let go of bad so the good karma would come to you. I am freaking attracted to his darkness. I want it to eat me. To consume me. To drown me. To let me fall. I want danger !!!  I want my path to burn like hell...

Other guys of fiction that I wish existed in my own so-called life :

Jace Lightwood from Mortal Instruments

Simon Lewis from Mortal Instruments

Peeta Mellark from Hunger Games 

Dave the laugh from Confessions of Georgia Nicolson

Fred and George Weasley from Harry Potter

Rodrick Heffley from Diary of a Wimpy Kid 

Jason from How To Be Popular 

FranKO

I found this band last Sunday and I’ve been tuning in since. I found them while googling about this Britt lad “’ Tommy Bastow” who is le fact the band’s lead singer. Bands tend to urge me to sing at their tunes which is not obvious since I am quite known as the suffer in silence type. Their sound are, how shall I say it , a bit too heavy for a gal like me.  But hey, I’m giving it a try, as the saying goes , don’t judge the book by it’s cover, love at first sight doesn’t really happen ( does that make any sense at all). 

I've listened to their songs:
1. Vienna
2. Night time
3. I am right
4. Have you seen this man
5. Eye of the storm
 

I wish I could play an instrument but sadly I might have been only destined to listen to songs and hear my life be “audiolized” in my ears. I cant even sing, it feels like I haven’t got any bone in my body reserved for music, well you cant have everything right. In my case, you cant have anything. Blimey oh riley, the atmosphere is getting nostalgic again. I am going to fill the upcoming bits of moments of my life with the four piece’s presence until I grow out of them which is out of way at the moment.  Why is their band called FranKo anyway? That is the question I shall keep asking until the answer floats before me or in this case be sang. During our collage socialization , this senior played the piano and that is when I realized that my fondness of people does not affect how I evaluate their capacity  which is kind of a relief, I guess I’m not so biased after all. 

                                                                                                                

                                                                                                                  

                                                                                            

Confessions of Georgia Nicolson by Louise Rennison

I have started to read this series after watching the movie version and I couldn't just stop flipping the pages. Georgia Nicolson's world is just fabbity fab fab. The book stated with her dilemmas namely her:
 1) parents
2) Libby ( her lil sister)
 3. Her big nose
 4. Her lack of boyfriend
Her circle is called the ACE gang and together they do stuff like their world is the only world. Georgia herself is plain weird.She says "laughing away on a fast camel" instead of goodbye.  It's written by a Britt author so you kinda need a dictionary while reading one and the book has a glossary at the last pages.
Georgia has three guys lurking behind her:
Robbie  The Sex God:
Masimo The Italian Stallion
Dave The Laugh
Out of the three my favorite is Dave The Laugh. She says they are just mates but come on! mates dont snog each other each time  they encounter. And he is indeed a laugh. They always have their moments which makes me giggly and i develop that GEneral HORNNNN!!!!. Yes, indeed, i am talking dirty but it's a Dave the laugh horn so please extend your understanding because i just cant stop rating this boy ( although hes is fiction). I also liked Robbie at first because he is a guitar plucking God who sings in front of her wet nunga-nungas , but he keeps on dumping her because of their age gap which is in my opinion doesn't seem to matter at these days ( in the movie he is played by Aaron Johnson who married a 43-year-old, irony anyone?) Her best pal Jas " Jazzy Spazzy" is quite entertaining because she can be slow at times but when she gets upset  she takes on a huge Hump and their phone dialogues always makes me laugh. Georgia believes that she lives in a mad house but I always thought they were an ideal family which sadly I don't have.

Im currently reading the 10th and last book : Are these my basoomas I see before me?