I am a soi-disant avoidant awardee and I absolutely detest these topics with such burning passion. But dang it, fate sure keeps tabs to make sure I suffer and it was a disaster from begining to conclusion. I do not believe in these things. I do not think there is anyone better at training to be yourself other that yourself.
Amidst this though, as people began speaking, I saw it. The divide, the wall between me and the rest of them. They possessed profound knowledege that I have yet to accumulate. At the age of 23, I am surrounded with workers who are a lot older than me. They have been through things that are beyond imaginable. They seem like the real adults and I am the fake one.
They were self less, I was selfish. They were wise, I was a mere fool. I want to reverse that.
Why do I have such self -centered view of the world?
With these traits that I have, would I truly belong in the society? In any society?
