She wanted to die. I've always known that she is the weakest link of the four but never did I expect her to give up fighting. I never really envisioned her life before, it's like she just popped out when we needed her. She's gentle and kind. She drowns her hang ups by swimming in liquor. I did not like it but it grew on me, just like everything does. She's not a skilled warrior, she'd probably wound herself before her enemies do but ending her life with her own sword? Do i even know her? The only logical explanation is that she's good at hiding and I must be good at ignoring. I never would have known if it wasn't blurted out into my face. I asked, of course using denial as her shield, I should have known better. I should have known. Doesn't change a thing though, its not something i could sniff my way into. It's sleeping in the past, its having an awful nightmare. But still, being a human with an open mind is a struggle for me. It's hard for me to accept this. Whatever this is.
(random minnie gif)
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