Ichigosama

She is 18.

She is a Filipina.

She is Minho-obsessed.

Delusional perhaps.

  

Her fluffs command butterflies to flutter in my stomach.

Her cracks acidify my gut.

Her horror fics petrify my soul.

Her angst punches my heart to the point of  failure.

And her smut.

How can i even begin with that. 

She is golden.

She's one of the main reasons why i joined AFF and I just can't bear the fact that she's leaving. 

For good, as she says. 

She's growing older and the things that used to excite her cannot suffice to quench her thirst any longer. 

She's tied, I get that perhaps I just envy the fact that she's breaking loose.

But why does it have to end this way? 

Can't you grow old and not change? 

Do you really have to lose yourself to find it again?  

It's just so sad and frustrating. 

Sympathy to her mere silhouette, who would have thought?

Her reality caught her off guard, so childhood is nothing but an ignorant dream.

It's just so difficult to accept.

Difficult to accept the fact that i cant accept it.  

Kudos to you, Ichigosama.

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New bias from EXO :
Tao
20
Wushu
Het.... (i know)
Undergone surgery because hello! no one can look that perfect.  
This phase will be over sooner or later. 
My shallowness shall fade with time. 

(unrelated TAO gif. TAO. panda)  

Exo : Growl 

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