I am, with full intention, ignoring the rules of capitalization because if Margo taught me one thing, its head on unfair for the rest of the letters. All hail Rostad for her effort in reinforcing the fading and snoring loathe in my chest, i shall live with this new found awareness until it sweats out from my flesh, until i hear your faint whisper in the crook of my neck, until words abandon you with the exemption of my name. Until you bleed into submission. Cry, moan for it, i never cared for your sake in the first place, there is no place for such in my center. I've been dragging not only this but everything else in my messed up life, no surprise there, you just met the biggest slacker, the master of procrastination truth be told. If i could desist from thinking, if talking is parallel to my thinking I wouldn't be stuck in an inferno of doubts. I have accustomed my self in expecting the worst case scenario so i'm afraid that this is nothing but a tattered cliche. And I never learn. Not when the wind embraces me, not when fire licks, not when water inundates me, I am left futile.
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Spare me from this madness.
(random exo gif)
Stuff you giant!!!!
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