OcTOber is the Month I've been Freed

 --is the tenth month of the year in the Julian and Gregorian Calendars and one of seven months with a length of 31 days. The eighth month in the old Roman calendar, October retained its name (from the Latin "octo" meaning "eight").- I copy and paste Wikepedia most of the time.
OCTOBER SYMBOLS

• October's birthstone is the opal. It is said that the opal will crack if it is worn by someone who was not born in October.
• The Zodiac sign for those born in this month is either Libra or Scorpio.

When I googled October for some images, pumpkins popped in the screen. I forgot that October is all about Halloween. Sadly, I haven't participated in any Halloween-related-celebrations, though I'm pretty sure I'd be a witch in a broomstick.

I will become legit tomorrow. 18 years of Chimerical existence can you believe that? Well. I don't want to. People says its freedom but I doubt it, a Philosopher, whose name I cant recall ,once said that a man is born free, so technically I've been free my whole life but i haven't really practiced that so called abstract word (is it?) and it is by both choice and force, so I cant have anyone to blame even myself.

LIBRA HORROR SCOPE FOR THE DAY

Someone could call you at the last minute with tickets and an invitation to some kind of event you wanted to attend but could not afford. You need some time to re-create yourself, but your finances may be tight. There are creative solutions available.
- Im not really a sole believer on stuffs like this but they are good things to read, specially when the sky is pouring and as long as it's not about death and morbid.
I ended up September last night tagging photos, writing back to random people, availing pdf version of books (I  like hard copies better but it's damn FREE, how can you not click download?) , reading "HOW TO TEACH FILTHY RICH girls" , watching Will and Megan in Privileged ( i thought she'll end up with Mr Headmaster Cassidy, clearly its been years) with a mug of a classic Coffee until 11. 


How I started October the first?

Reading chapter 20 and beyond. Aside from Megan, Sage and Rose I don't have any humane characters in the house. Other living creatures I'm confined with are three dogs,bends, dobby and nameless( owned by someone else so he wasnt baptized with any name). The sky is pouring hard so I guess people within the same kilometer radius as me would be doing the same , just thinking. 
I want wrte about my positive intuitions in this stage of my life but sadly Im a self-proclaimed pessimist, blame my childhood for that. I don't see any light in my life, maybe I need to take a break from my pessimistic nature for a while.How would that work exactly? Aside from growing old, I have other matters to worry at(too shallow to mention).