PLaIN DOmInATion

PLaIN DOmInATion
SEPtember 2,2011

I have no idea where they got this Crayola theme. Never understood why they picked it in the first place.

I never had any luck on raffle tickets. I wanted that external drive so bad!!!!

..As I stare @ these petrified photos dominated by fixed smiles, I could not think of       anything else but   constant blankness. Like nothing really happened but these are reminders that there was.

A Greek God in human form, my eyes see him as that. Although I’m pretty sure he is absolutely less than the sum of his parts. He turns heads, obviously, that’s why I consider this reaction as pure external. Determining whether he’s substantial or not is already out of the question because we subsist in different dimensions, parallel in nature and never bound to congregate.

Maybe the state of bliss is like a tiny slice of caramel cake. If you have already consumed that bit amount of sweetness and indulged yourself in that fluffy icing, it just ceases. As you swallow, a pang of guilt crashes into the skull but you have to shake it off, its done. Bliss always have expiration dates. But unlike in foods, it doesn’t take years for it to become toxic , sometimes you’re battling with seconds as
swift as blinking an eye.

Years and years back, I prided myself for being honest. I never cheated on exams or stole extra bucks from my mom, I even return excess change to cashiers . But now, I am more than a liar. I could see myself as a complete fraud. How could that be? If you’re a fraud even to yourself then how could you remove that seemingly permanent  natural mask?  When did I put it on? Am I going to be to be stuck in this masquerade ball for eternity?